meh.

That's how I'm feeling ... meh

Urban dictionary definition: Indifference; to be used when one simply does not care.

What do I want for lunch ... meh. 

Look hot guy hanging off the side of the building cleaning windows ... meh

We can see up his shorts ... meh
 

The only thing that got me excited today was awesome news about the prospective job in Melbourne and chocolate cake.

I'm stuck in this stink and have been for about a week.  I'm not depressed, emotionally I feel very content.  Having dumped a lot of what used to go on in my head and heart here has done wonders!  I feel like I have lost my mojo, my spark that I use to keep myself and others motivated.  My abundance of energy and enthusiasm, which is not good this close to performance review time at work.  When I get asked how I think I have been preforming ... meh is not the answer.

There is a lot to not be feeling meh about at the moment.  We won an award at work last week.  Team of the year in our field out of all public and private sector teams, even beating out one of the largest banks in New Zealand and Australia.

The job offer, which I was given more info on today.  Like my job title, holy moly it is a little scary actually.  But I know me and I will take the challenge and kick its arse!

Any ideas for kicking an acute case of the 'meh's' are welcome ... 

Gosh even as I think about hitting the post button on this I feel like I am letting you all down cause it is so, how shall I say it ... meh?

 P.S Check out my friends website ;O)

http://www.scintilla-design.co.nz/Scintilla_Design/Home.html